Been missing her all week. It sucks. Especially since I know where we (I) went wrong and it doesn't do any good, no hope of fixing the situation. (It's kind of like spilling kool aid on your friends carpet. You try to make it right, you want to clean it up, but your friend says, "No... I got it... don't worry about it." Then your friend remains pissed at you for spilling the kool aid, even though they won't let you clean it up)
I am open to the probability that the above statement is a gross oversimplification.
Regardless... missing this girl as much as I do, is actually kind of cathartic (in a tragic and ridiculous way). I mean that it's been a really long time since I've missed someone this much. That says something... and it somehow feels like good news.
10 years ago
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